Three years have past since moving back to the States after living in Sweden for 5 1/2 years.
Some things about my experience in Sweden have left indelible marks on me.
I still think words in Swedish and have to translate them back to English. It’s funny when I do it as it doesn’t really have a discernible pattern.
I still debate endlessly with myself whether or not I should call a doctor. So my child could have a fever of 102 plus a rash and I hestitate. Should I call? If I do, will they get me in? If they give me an appointment, it will probably be just a virus. And then they’ll make me feel stupid for bringing in my child to the doctor for a virus. Never mind that the pediatrician is always happy to see us and never makes me feel stupid for bringing in a child with a virus. I just can’t get the picture of Swedish health care out of my head.
I still apologise to the doctor for bringing my sick child into the office–as if I’m wasting their time. Perhaps I endured some psychological trauma as a result of medical experiences in Sweden???
American chocolate has been ruined forever for me. I can’t eat it. I find myself dreaming about Swedish chocolate.
I now know that a fresh, ripe pear is one of the best fruits on earth. Until living in Sweden, I had never tasted a ripe pear–just canned ones. I still search for that elusive perfect pear in the U.S.
I have developed a taste for good cheese. Sadly, my budget limits my cheese buying.
I miss riding my beautiful pink bike.